Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Leather and Lace

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  I've come to the conclusion that life is sometimes black or white. Either you tell the truth or you lie. Either you are real or you're fake. Either you are faithful or you cheat. At the end of the day, you only have a good choice or a bad choice, and there are people in my life who are making bad choices in regards to their relationship with me.

It's not like I am asking for much, just friendship and people who will hold me down and respect me. People who accept me for my flaws and love my great qualities. However, I feel like the people who I placed in that category are not deserving of their position. So what do you do when the person you never thought could do you wrong, is the one person whose been stabbing you in the back for a while now?
 You keep them close. The saying goes, "Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer." So, for the past while now, that's what I've been doing. I'm not stupid nor am I naive. I know and can sense when someone is lying to me, or when they are trying to cover up a wrong they did by emphasizing the wrong of someone else. With that being said, I am learning that keeping my distance is a smart decision. So, it's what I plan to do.
This trip to NYC will not only provide me with fashion styling knowledge and a great opportunity to go to my first official fashion show, but it will also give me time to think. Think about my life in general and the direction I am going in. I am growing old of the same excuses from people and the same treatment from others. It's time I lived my life for the most important person in my life, God. God has always shown me what I am supposed to do. It's time I take action and start listening. As Drake says in his famous song, "I know way too many people here right now that I didn't know last year. Who the f*** are y'all?" (I don't mean to cuss in a sentence with God's name in it, but it's the song :/).  The sad thing is, it's not only just the people I recently met that I feel I don't know anymore.
I guess what I am trying to say is that, I want to be happy and drama-free, and the only way to do that is to let the drama go. If it means that I am friendless or have to become a once-in-a-while friend, then that's what I will do.

Here's a silly picture for you guys! Thanks so much for reading and following my little blog :) It means so much to me that you all support me :)
 I am wearing a black Wet Seal lace tee ($10.50), black Old Navy cami ($8.50), a pair of black leather shorts via Ebay ($16.99), black Wet Seal platform pumps ($15), black turban from Family Dollar ($2), rhinestone stud earrings from Charlotte Russe ($6.50), silver and rhinestone cross rosary from Forever 21 ($6.80), silver cross necklace from a random store in the mall called Body Shop ($5.80), silver and rhinestone dome ring from Forever 21 ($4.80), and a random silver and rhinestone ring from a small accessory store in the mall ($4). Total look: $80.89

Song of the Day: "What About Your Friends" by TLC

Sarah Jane

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